While some might think of him as a reckless man whose actions have endangered those close to him, South African rapper Shebeshxt has shared his heartbreak at the loss of his daughter in a car accident recently, revealing he has been going to bed in tears ever since the incident.
Shebeshxt, whose real name is Lehlogonolo Katlego Chauke, spent two weeks in hospital after the accident on 8 June on the R37 near Smelters Mine in Limpopo. His girlfriend survived the accident that claimed his nine-year-old daughter’s life.
In a social media post, the rapper said he was now coming to teens with the fact that he would have live with the pain of losing his daughter all his life.
“The pain of losing my daughter neh? mxm. I try to be strong but every night I go to bed crying. I live with this pain all my life,” he wrote.
“She might not be with me physically, but I know O Nale Nna (she is with me) spiritually …Ke (she is) my Angel. Onthatile my daughter, my life,” he wrote in another post.
Despite the pain of losing his daughter, the rapper recently announced that he could be coming back on stage soon.
In an interview with TshisaLIVE, the rapper’s lawyer lawyer Lot Rammusi said they are waiting for approval from the rapper’s medical team before he can go ahead.
“The show is about him telling his story and explaining his experience. He is still going through physiotherapy and psychological therapy. He is still recovering but he is doing well.
“The event will have a full orchestra. I can’t give more details because I’ll be ruining the surprise,” he said.
“We don’t want to take a chance as far as his mental health is concerned, but he is positive about his show and looking forward to doing what he loves, which is being on stage.”
